the perks of being a wallflower and being in love [maybe]

this is one of the most random blogs ever...but it seems as if everyone around me is catching Mr. Lovebug and to an extent myself included. Yet, for me the fear is a) falling for someone who probably doesn't notice you [then again maybe does we never know] b) me looking like a complete jackass...then again I never really cared what people thought of me, however. I mean things happen? I fully believe in love stories like Sleepless in Seattle those things can definitely happen, I am sure but to me? Eh we'll see I guess?? Either way up until now I never really thought love would come my way...considering in the past it hasn't been that great but I also realize hey that is the past and it's time to move on from it, just take that leap and fly but seriously if no one is there to catch me...when I get back up from the fall there is going to be some explaining ha!