so currently, forced with some major decisions for me at least; it is one of those things where do I really pursue my dreams or remain here in my "comfort zone"? had this conversation tonight with one of my dance teachers and it's where stay here work my "normal" job or devote majority of my time to pursuing my dreams; and sort of came to the conclusion that in a sense I am actually afraid of "making it" yea it's true and it is scary because it's one of those things to where what if I achieve all of my dreams and my full potential? This would mean giving up my "safe zone" and sure it is scary but as someone taught me...have to believe, right? Up until now think it is the very first time I am actually believing in myself more and not just me but the people around me and keeping those who are positive near. I mean I am still growing and learning as a person and don't think we ever stop doing that but these past almost eight months learned and grown so much so maybe it is time to take these chances because...we only live once and I don't want to spend life thinking and regretting on what I should have done. Maybe that is why the song "decisions" is stuck in my head...sometimes think some songs mean more to us when we have something important to say or express and yea it's all about decisions.....
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