i'm right here where i'm supposed to be....

I normally don't post too much of personal things  because it is my personal life [sorry, know it's a pet peeve that I am exceptionally private] but I know I come across always as perky and happy but you know there are days when just like everyone when it is just bleh...well having [and have been] one of those few days here lately. Of course, not everything goes as we had hoped for [ in reference to my ex boyfriend] and some things have sort of resurfaced. I mean I don't want to publicly talk about all the gory details of it but the few who do know, cannot thank you enough for being supportive, listening to me vent and just being you because really help me more than you all ever know [ or not].
 In any case, whenever I feel sad or just one of those times when I need a hug I love to listen to this song because it really helps me feel so much better. The morning when I found out my big brother was killed in a car accident, I had this song on repeat because it just makes me feel like he's there and I get a hug [ if that even makes sense] but it reminds me that there are people who are there and you genuinely care and that makes it easier and helps more than think he even realizes. There are also many big life decisions I need to make and it's hard because it's making that transition from being a little girl essentially to being a woman, it gets rough!!  I am actually glad this is going to be the next single so can listen to it even more...thank you <3