symphony of blase

last night I tweeted about finding out who your true besties are and it is something that recently I have been dealing with but hadn't said too much until now. I don't relate to many people and the few super close friends are amazing to me, yet guess in time we grow apart and our lives change. Another sad aspect in all this is when people are so consumed with pursuing fame that it changes us entirely; one thing my Mum always told me is try to remain grateful and humble and certainly hope I am able to do that over time. Yet, life experiences as I am learning can change us from time to time and think with some people being "famous" is far more important than anything else and that negativity [especially when there is no balance or strong support system] makes us into something else entirely...almost like the film Black Swan. I have three friends whom I still remain super close to and their friendship means everything in the world, but like I mentioned earlier it is a learning experience even now I am still growing and learning as a person and just learning who is truly there and who isn't.