erratic thoughts late at night something is brewing

I am having one of those moments where creatively it seems everything is just wanting to burst out like all at once. Routines are just over flowing with choreography, writing music and basically in a "zone" mode if that even makes sense to anyone. So for those who are wondering we're on break until the 24th of this month then I begin performing again; I miss being on the stage and having that creative outlet..I miss performing, I miss the "Pagers" they make me smile and never would have thought that in a million years. Right now, I am just a bubble of random uncollective thoughts. It only seems to make sense in music then it sounds perfectly clear. Maybe it is me growing as a person and a performing; people have said I've changed and maybe so...sort of grew a lot mean no longer that cutesy little girl with a Mia Farrow haircut....still the same...just a woman now...I just need a fedora and everything will be complete.
But for now...think Possession by Sarah McLachlan says it all perfectly. 
xoxo,
Nat