raining....

I haven't talked much since it happened on my feelings about losing my brother almost two months ago. It was something that happened so suddenly that it didn't even really register and my way of "grieving" is becoming a workaholic but as we all know that isn't the best route necessarily. Ever since I do have those days were it is just bleh...but I am also human things do take time to heal from especially when losing someone close to you. My brother was my best friend, my hero, my partner in crime and he was really there when I lost both of my parents. But do know he was such a giving spirit and lived life to the fullest each and everyday and that is something I will always take with me. "raining" by of verona is one of the songs which perfectly describes how I felt and been feeling about it all; just thankful for the time was able to spend with him here on Earth. I am also trying to keep a positive outlook on everything and know with time it will get better and just know that when a person is gone their love is like the wind...we don't see it but we feel it and know it's there....

xoxo

Nat