“Honestly, it literally breaks my heart now whenever I read messages from my male Pagers (fans) because they always ask why can’t they be the “one” or what is it the person I’m into has that they don’t. I never really anticipated all of the male attention when I started performing...it was just something I almost accidentally went into and did it blindly but I knew I was drawn to the art and glamorous appeal it had; so, being viewed as a sex symbol or as a woman being wanted by loads of men is a totally foreign territory for me and going to be completely honest it was [and still is] very overwhelming at times. I can’t be with them all and if I could I would but I also can’t be single forever either. I want to fall in love, get married and have children. I want that experience in my life eventually. If it just so happened that the person I am into now pursued me I would definitely say yes. But when people always ask me all the time, "do you have a boyfriend"? It's really more complicated than that. Honestly, don't know where he is at this point in his personal life and I don't follow whatever people say, especially on the telly and in the papers. But yes, I would totally be open so it's hard to answer that when in actuality I don't even really know myself at this point. I have and always will be completely honest with people[ and Pagers] about my personal life to an extent but it does break my heart and it is one reason I take breaks from facebook it can be hard to deal with.”
--from my personal tumblr page
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