Q: What do you think about the response to Scarlet Walk Journals?
A: I'm happy everyone loves them and the feedback has been amazing. I have no intentions to record any of them but writing since I was 14 was my way of keeping a journal so I like to write in poem or song lyric form just because you can say so much without really saying it and that is the beauty of it. Hopefully someone can relate to something from it.
Q: Who do you write about and know/heard about a specific person?
A: Yea, I know alot of people have been asking. I honestly will write about what I see directly or indirectly. And that particular period of my life [Fall/Winter until now] I actually went through quite a bit and saw a lot so writing really helped me deal with it all.
Q: What all did you go through?
A: One there was the break up even though the circumstances it was difficult [in reference to professional bodybuilder I briefly dated] I mean that was the first person I tried to date after SGF so it was like oh hey take the band aid off let's try this again. Of course how that all played out so the songs [Spring-Summer] was my emotions in all that there is a little bit of anger in there [Nonchalance] but it happens that's life. I also lost my big brother in a car accident within the time frame those songs/poems were written so it was just really a lot all at once. I also dealt with ending a long term friendship which was really hard so yea last maybe 8 months or so have been kind of tough.
Q: Is there one boy you write about in particular?
A: Yes, there is. He inspires me a lot and would I be open romantically yes but you know it would be up to him though.
Q: What about the announcement?
A: Yes, I am pursuing performing and modeling full time once again. I am excited and it has been a while but glad able to get back into it and so thankful for the support it has been so so wonderful. I am hoping to make the Pagers proud of me as well my Mum and big brother
Q: Is anything in the Scarlet Walk Journals about your big brother?
A: Yes, december [gone] is about him. I still deal with it and always will. I mean he was just suddenly gone and think that song deals with what I was feeling at that moment. It was and is still very hard to experience.
Q: What about being a burlesque performer are you afraid people will judge you?
A: People judge me already. I always loved anything vintage and my background is in dance so yes I love it tons. It isn't always about stripping some girls do and some don't. I prefer not to just my preference but I love the art of it and I also love how it represents women and what we all view as beautiful and sexy because every woman has her own take as to what is beautiful and sexy. To me that is the most amazing aspect of it all.It defies society.
Q: What about dating?
A: It's hard! Especially being a performer and a huge part why it didn't work with GW. Our lives are just too different and him being the boyfriend of a performer and dealing with all of that I think freaked him out which is okay. It's not but have to deal with guys or girls etc but just take it as it comes which is why I think there has to be a serious level of trust especially being a performer. I wouldn't check up what my boyfriend is doing every five minutes if I have to do all of that what is the point? If I had to travel for shows I want a boyfriend I know I could trust to be there.
Q: Are you dating anyone?
A: hahaha, no not officially. I mean I do get asked out, etc but there is one person I feel I would have an amazing connection with but once again it's up to him.
Q: So you get asked out a lot?
A: It happens! But I haven't officially said yes to anyone yet so yea know if I do officially date someone a lot of Pagers may be upset. But no I wouldn't hide anything from anyone never have. I am the type of person to have a relationship and most wouldn't even know I like to keep that aspect of my life private.
Q: What about religion and performing?
A: Well I am an Eastern Orthodox Christian and spirituality is important to me. My Dad was Ukrainian so I grew up with much of that culture and it is still with me and always will be. Being open minded is difficult at times because of that but you know I've always been free so.
Q: What is your favorite song/poem from Scarlet Walk Journals?
A: Reckless. I wrote that maybe 4 months ago? Yea definitely my fav.
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