life of an insomniac

Okay so once again I am unable to sleep; maybe it is because I like to think too much late at night and worry about things that really shouldn't or just trying to figure things out in my life. My life is cool no complaints but in a few short months I've learned : who my real friends are...and sadly that meant ending a friendship with someone I thought was one of my best friends, finally coming to terms with the past and letting it go, and everything about what I originally had thought has been completely altered...but in a good way, and finally about trust...I really don't trust many people. Maybe this is just growing up or maybe this is just truly discovering the different facets of life, so going to try and get some sleep and know that whatever will be will be but whatever the outcome it will be amazing <3