quotable page edition 2.0

these are as most know thoughts too long to make it as tweets.
enjoy.

much love,
Nat



"I love being a burlesque performer besides ballet it is a form of dance I just simply fell in love with. I love how it is such a form of artistic freedom and love it because it is different than ballet it isn't as structured. I also find it challenging because I want to go out and choreograph a routine but then have to remember the certain elements of burlesque have to correlate into the routine as well making it understandable for the audience. I like being out there with my performances and it makes me feel like playing dress up; love the costumes, glitter, make up yea that is the girl side of me in many aspects".

"People had been asking me for the last week about MC's [not Mariah Carey for the record]  diss regarding me being a burlesque performer. You know, I wish it was as simple as just taking my shirt off [which 9 times out of 10 most don't even which shows her ignorance] honestly, I've never even met her and for her to throw a diss out there like that is actually quite funny to me but then again you know you're something great when people you don't even know hate on you"

"I am a closet romantic most definitely. I love the idea of domineering but in a healthy sense; I think there is nothing more scary or romantic than completely surrendering yourself to a guy. Yea, I'm weird not going to lie but there is also an element of trust like can I trust this guy enough to give up a part of myself...yea that is what I am looking for"

"I did that single because trend because it is true...but I never mentioned I was single or anything else about my romantic life. In the past yes and sadly that is why my relationship with GW never worked out. Sure, he is a great guy [in hindsight] but our worlds are too different. He's in the gym scene and I'm in the performance scene so him being around a performer think he is looking more for a Betty Crocker type of girlfriend and that's okay it's his choice. Did I choose for how it ultimately played out? Of course not but oh well I'm in a much happier place now"

"People always ask if I am single, dating something etc...let's just leave it as 'it's complicated' and that is my way of saying don't want to answer that"

"I am so not a morning person. I don't get how people can wake up so chipper in the mornings. I just want to pull the covers back over my head and beat my alarm clock, but sometimes a girl has to do what a girl has to do"

"Smile at people who are annoyed by you, really just go up to them and smile then watch their facial expressions. It makes them wonder what on Earth is she up to"

"I grew up speaking French and Russian. I love speaking both languages but I also grew up hearing Serbian because that is where my Godfather is from. Honestly, if I could choose places to live it would be France, Canada or in California somewhere I feel more at home in those places"

"the song romeo + juliet is the most personal song for me because I am actually writing about a personal experience and seeing what is happening around me and think it is why it was the hardest song for me to write. Am I dissing anyone in it no not at all...but the overall message is to show that girls can break really great guys just as much girls claim guys break them. Sure every relationship has two sides but sometimes it makes us wonder though and think it is easier for girls in society to always play the martyr when in some cases it's the other way around...it's the girls doing the damage and guys don't say anything because society tells them...hey they're guys deal with it".....