Just "Deal"

I had a really good talk last night with a friend and he said that this is something I am going to have to deal with from here on out in my life; I have been through quite a bit in my life and things are finally moving in a positive direction but there are moments here and there that get to me like everything else, but I am human too. I am also lucky though to have a friend who is much older [and who I see as wiser he’s got more life experience than I do right now] who is supportive and can turn to for advise when it’s needed. 
 So yes, this is going to be a fact of my life from this point on and just going to be as positive as well surround myself with positive people. It will be difficult, yes but I do have people who believe in me that means so much more than anyone could possibly know. So yes, I am going to have to just “deal” with this and that is okay. Going back I would make the same choices I have no regrets. I am sharing this link I read through it and it actually helped me. Just believe in yourself xoxo

http://www.divineglowinghealth.com/how-to-handle-it-when-people-are-jealous-of-you/

Everything is Bittersweet [tumblr post]

Confession: I wouldn't want to eventually marry someone I dated since 16-18. The reason is I would have hoped to have grown as a person and I also know realistically I never expected to be the same person I was when I was 16; I don't even expect to be the same person as I am when I am 50. We're always growing as people evolving sometimes it is for better some people and others it's for the worst. So no I never expected and in some ways never wanted to be with someone romantically since I was 16 or so.  We're ever growing as people and we as human beings should accept this fact. I'm finally at a place in my life where I feel I'm exactly where I am supposed and need to be; when I am 50 years old I however, I do want to be the same person I would be with now because all of those life lessons taught me everything I needed to know for my life journey. I know now especially at 16 the life lessons were something I needed to learn: 16-19 was my growing period; I'm not that much older now but in my life I had a to be an adult since maybe 13 or 14. Life is ever evolving...and I welcome this and thankful for each journey I've encountered, because otherwise lessons would be much more difficult now than if learned them just a few short years ago.

Number/Choreography Soundtrack

There have been requests for this; here are some of the songs I've performed or choreographed for other burlesque performers. People always ask how I choose songs or come up with concepts for my numbers but generally I will choose whichever song I feel "speaks" to me; most people hear music and just hear music yet for myself on many occasions I will hear music and see the choreography. It's always been that way; dance has been a huge part of my life since the age of 6 really cannot fathom myself doing anything else at least associated with it. I think one of the keys of happiness in life is something we make for ourselves but it is also finding something you're passionate about
*=other artists
much love,
Natalie

Yellow Raincoat- Justin Bieber
Love Me Like You Do-Justin Bieber
Leather- Tori Amos
Cloud on My Tongue-Tori Amos*
They Will Fall Like Roses- Of Verona
The Enemy- Of Verona
Dark in My Imagination-Of Verona
Adore You-Miley Cyrus
Gorilla-Bruno Mars*
Partition-Beyonce
Thinking About You-Frank Ocean*
Applause-Lady GaGa
Alejandro-Lady GaGa [with choreographer Nisi Hernandez]
Express-Christina Aguilera [with Nisi Hernandez]
This is What it Feels Like-Banks [with Nisi Hernandez]
Le Cygne [The Dying Swan]-Camille Saint Saens
feel free to download all artists works on itunes
xoxo

Modeling Resume

Since have been getting requests for this as of late I decided to post my modeling credits
*these are just a few

Modeling Work:

Photography by Phanna
Leanne M Photography
Taren Frazier
Art Schotz
Sean Michael Russell
NightWing Photography
Steve Cottrill
Steve Bradley
That Weird Asian Girl [Kyna]
Darker Side of Midnight
Billie Stafford
Laura Dark Photography
Anna Inez Photography
Cortney Brown
House of Evelyn Photography
Mark McGowan

Upcoming Shoots:
Laura Dark Photography
Anna Inez Photography
Fisher Photographer
Julian Venegas
Werner Lobert
Jess W Photography

Burlesque Performances:
for booking information please contact
booknataliepage@yahoo.com


Promotional Work:
Evolved Body Art
Tattoo and Piercing model
The Game Pulse [show host]

Humanitarian Work:
RAAN [Relational Aggression Abuse Network] anti bullying advocate since 2008
PCOS Awareness women's health advocate since 2006
Pets Without Parents
Multiple Sclerosis Society